I stood in the shower thinking of a plan for a new day, and as the water pouring out from above, I couldn’t figure out what day of the week it was. I tried to find reference, “when did I see my friends,” or “when did the Jenkins came back after their trip,” or “how many days have gone by since then,” and my brain went numb. Since March 15th it has been like this, although not as bad as today. It’s crazy to think 2020 is ending and it hasn’t even started for me. I still have a feeling that I’m having my spring break, but in reality that spring break has long gone.